Seven
I.
a gray fog
of
ennui.
cloud dragging.
life dreaming.
complacency is the thief of adventure.
mundane musings and
blowing languid bubbles.
sleep,
a lazy lover,
a lackluster life
to live.
II.
an ego so big,
it blocks out the beauty.
choking on indigo airs,
coughing up the venomous vapor
of conceit and vanity
and trudging through the muddy mess
of narcissism at your feet.
III.
abundance of,
well,
everything.
ripened, raw, ravenous.
drunk on mania and a weak will
a thick wine, a thick line
between sustenance and surplus.
gorging to gorge,
gobbling to gain,
volatile and voracious
and an appetite to die for.
IV.
a rich sense of avarice.
longing, languishing,
a love for luster.
all that glitters
has always been gold,
will always be gold,
will always look more glossy
than your yesterday.
every yesterday
becomes useless,
and every tomorrow is needed
today.
soon.
now.
V.
a curse.
a malevolent stare.
an eye of ill intent.
a window to the soul that,
if you peek into,
you see nothing but suffocating vines
and mistake the snakes for snares.
a heavy resentment,
a toxic poison,
a slow, growing, spiteful grudge.
VI.
if you dig past the satin and silk,
rummage around the moans and groans,
get lost in the fervor and primal energy,
you will find the flame.
an insatiable itch,
in the very pits of the gut.
forest fire. body fire.
a fast, all-encompassing frenzy.
VII.
a slow, never-ending burn.
fuel.
the pouring and pouring of anger
into a body
turns it into a boiling point,
a method of war.
controlled madness and bloody battle,
the scorch marks of scorn
are permanently engraved in the earth,
a desert-land that shows you nothing is left.